Today has been a eventful one.... It zaps every ounce of energy I have to get dressed for the day! Today required more than just clothes lol! We had our first visit with the lung specialist today, I wish I would have taken a picture of his expression when he heard our story and read the reports! His expression said it all ! Someone messed up... Even though I know that and I have a journey ahead he reaffirmed he thinks I will have a full recovery. My body needs time to heal. I have aspiration Pnumonia with signs of bacterial Pnumonia setting in. I had a history of Astmah as a child, the burn has resurfaced the Astmah. So for now we start more meds. 2 antibiotics a Astmah medicine and a rescue inhaler. He also scheduled a breathing test for mid April and repeated a chest x-ray! He said he hopes by the time he sees me in a few weeks he hopes my breathing will be better ! His major concern is my voice.... I have been whispering for 17 days now.... He is concerned the vocal chords are injured. I see a ENT on Monday.... He said he feels like I may need to have speech therapy.... God makes no mistakes... Sharing a report with one of my closest and dearest friends today made me realize something. I am writing again... Maybe this is Gods way to get me to finish my book? I have lots of time on my hands at the moment... As I reflected on this thought there is no reason I should be so busy I can't make time to write... It's a priority, it is going share Gods love, grace, forgiveness, goodness, and protection! It must remain a priority! So I today I set goal #6 finish my book on my childhood by December! I need not to be ashamed of what God brought me through and from ! Beauty has already came from those ashes.... He's a good good Father! He loves me! Yes my Jesus loves me !!! If your following my journey thank you! Please continue to pray! As we finished up with Drs appointments and test my hubby and I had a lunch date in the parking lot of the mall! He went inside ordered my favorite Chinese Food and we set in the truck and enjoyed each other's company. It hit me and I laughed, my Dr asked me today had it ever occurred to me I should never ever have surgery again. My history shows a long list of reasons of why I shouldn't ! I just laughed.... My Gods got this... He is good .
I love you so so much and I believe too that you are going to fully recover. Sometimes God slows us down in ways we aren't really happy about.. but there's going to be something and its going to be another story in the many, many many stories you have to share. I love you and I for one can't wait to hear your stories, because over the years we have known eachother you have shared so many that have touched my heart and echoed throughout my mind time and time again. I love you so so much and I'm praying, reading, and I can't wait to see you soon. :) Love you my bestie.
ReplyDeleteStacy ! I am so blessed to have you in my life !!! You will never know what our friendship means to me !!! Your words are so very true .... We often don't like how He slows us down .... But His timing is perfect.... I can't wait to share my stories .... The good and the bad ..... Thank you for your prayers !!!! I love you the very mostess bestie
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